I've made it out. I feel weightless. I know that place had always held me down, but for the first time, I can feel the unity that I had hoped in. It's been three nights now, and my breathing has changed – it's slower, and more full. It's like the air out here is actually worth taking in. I can see it back in the distance, and I'd be lying if I said that it wasn't constantly on my mind. I wish I could turn that fear off, but maybe the further I go, the less that fear will affect me. «I'm beginning to recognise that real happiness isn't something large and looming on the horizon ahead but something small, numerous and already here. The smile of someone you love. A decent breakfast. The warm sunset. Your little everyday joys all lined up in a row.» ― Beau Taplin пост недели вернувшейся из дальних краёв вани: Прижимаясь к теплым перьям, прячущим сверкающий в закате пейзаж вырастающего из горизонта города, Иворвен прикрывает глаза и упрямо вспоминает. Со временем она стала делать это всё реже, находя в их общих воспоминаниях ничего, кроме источника искрящейся злости и ноющей боли в солнечном сплетении, однако сегодня эльфийка мучает себя намеренно. Ей хочется видеть туманные картинки из забытых коридоров памяти так, словно впервые. Ей хочется пережить их ярко, в полную силу, как доступно только существам её жизненного срока. Она хочет знать, что её возвращение — не зря.

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